Barry SCHWARTZ (Barijo ŜVARC) (chemoelectric) wrote,

My anxiety is giving me trouble

My concern about the Teabagging Left is driving me to distraction. Seriously, I have had difficulty pushing repeating music out of my head, which is there as some kind of mixture of tinnitus (which I do have) and obsessive-compulsive behavior. I’ve gotten rather good at controlling how the music develops, so I think I could write an orchestration if I had any idea how, but I’d rather be without the music, however beautiful I make it. Today I have playing over and over and over ‘Oh, My Darling Clementine’ orchestrated for a baroque brass band. Earlier today it was banjo, and then I transformed it to the brass band; I like banjo to some degree, but not nearly as much as baroque brass.

Ambient sounds get transformed into the music, so I’ve just put in earplugs. Maybe I should try to let the tinnitus drown out the music.

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